I Want

"Why don't you ask me out already? It's not like I'm going to say no." -Nora Latorraca
I feel it. Do you? I don't know a lot of things, but I do know that if we tried, we could make it work. I know I've been kind of a slut in the past, I know I'm not your usual type, but I KNOW that we have something. We could have something. I know that if you take a chance and give it to me, I won't let you down. I won't hurt you. I will make you happy. I don't wanna be the girl that's considered "easy" or a "slut" anymore. I want you, and I don't want anybody else. There's a difference between liking someone and knowing that someone has potential. I know you have potential. Please take a chance on me. I want that so bad. "You can't find someone without putting yourself out there. That is why love and relationships suck... because you are constantly vulnerable... so I guess what's important is finding someone for whom the vulnerability is worth." -Sasha Bates. I've been vulnerable too many times. I've been hurt too many times. I've put myself out there too many times, but that doesn't mean it wasn't work it. Sure I've had a lot of hook ups and break ups, but that doesn't mean that I can't want someone. I've been boy fasting lately, and it's made me realize that I don't have to jump on every guy that asks me out. Trust me, plenty have during this time. I don't have to be that girl. I don't have to settle for just "liking" someone. I can dare to actually WANT somebody. I can choose. I can choose, and I choose you. Seriously. You invade my dreams every night, and I say your name in my sleep. I know you're confused, I know you're not ready, but I'm here. I'll always be here. Please, please, don't say no. Give me a shot. "If you change your mind, I'm the first in line, honey I'm still free, take a chance on me..."