Evolutions of Eevee

Songs That Make Sidonie Feel Good

Life...

would be so much easier if I didn’t care. If I didn’t care about grades, friends, school, myself, you. Life would be so much easier if I could just let go. Those people who don’t care? Yeah, you know who they are. The major potheads who just spend their days smoking their pain away? They’re happy because they just DON’T GIVE A FUCK. However many times I say that I don’t give a fuck, I do. I give a lot of fucks. No matter how much I wish I didn’t, I push myself. I care. I can’t just not care. I can’t just sit here and do nothing. I have motivation, but what is my motivation for? What does it matter? I’m not happy. I’m not the girl you think I am. I’m not the smiling, put together female who you see. Yes, I may be that person when I’m around people, but I think that when you’re alone is who you really are. Your spirit comes out when you’re by yourself, and when I’m by myself, I just lose it