Who'd Have Known?

So there's this girl I know. She's in love. She's got this great gal who she loves more than anything in the entire world. This gal, she's always there for this girl I know. She's always there, and she can always make her feel better. They're in love, and no one understands. There are a few who are happy for them and think that they are cute together, but those who know them best, and those who are supposedly their "best friends" don't get it. They don't get that they make each other happy, when before, both of them were a wreck. Their parents, too, don't get it. Especially the gal's parents. They reeeeaaaalllyyyyy don't like this girl I know. Yeah, it's kinda inconvenient for these beautiful, strong ladies who are just trying to make it in this world of homophobes and not-true friends. Sometimes, they don't see each other for a week or two at a time, because they're busy and often times out of town. But in the future, they'll be together always. In the distance, this girl I know can see that she'll be happy for a long, long time.
Love is beautiful.

idk

sometimes things just suck and we wanna cry and we wanna go die in a hole... sometimes we miss the ones we love and we feel like we have no friends. sometimes we get jealous, sometimes our allergies act up, sometimes we stay awake for hours on end just thinking about everything bad that goes on.

but...

sometimes everything is great. we just wanna smile and dance around our rooms in our underwear. sometimes, we see the ones we love and have great times with them that we'll remember for the rest of our lives. sometimes we meet new friends, or old friends come back in touch. sometimes we look in the mirror and thing, "wow, my life is f*cking fantastic." sometimes we stay awake for hours on end having fantasies about the future and the great things that could happen.

life is so bittersweet, isn't it?

Favorite Ke$ha Quotes

1. Your Love Is My Drug, "I like your beard."
2. Tik Tok, "The party don't start till I walk in..."
3. Take It Off, "Got a water bottle full of whiskey, in my handbag..."
4. Kiss N Tell, "You really shoulda kept it in your pants..."
5. Stephen, "I'll knit you a sweater..."
6. Blah Blah Blah, "Don't be a little bitch with your chit-chat..."
7. Hungover, "Now my heart is broken like the bottles on the floor..."
8. Party At A Rich Dude's House, "DUN DUN DUN DUN NUN NAH NAH NAH!!!"
9. Backstabber, "Honestly, I think it's kinda funny that you waste your breath talking about me, got me feeling kinda special really..."
10. Blind, I trusted you, you were the first, then you lied and it gets worse..."
11. Dinosaur, "You'll be walking around with that *sexy* tang of oxygen..."
12. Dancing With Tears In My Eyes, "When did I become such a hypocrite?"
13. Boots & Boys, "Cowboy boots, cowboy boys, mmm oh the joy..."
14. Animal, "I am in love with that we are, not what we should be..."

yum

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Special Someone

I told you I was posting something.

Music= life.

SoulSong: Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol
LifeSong: Breakeven by The Script
PersonalitySong: Control by Metro Station
FavoriteSong: Raindrops by Armor for Sleep
HappySong: Hey, Soul Sister by Train
SadSong: Black Orchid by Blue October
FunnySong: E=mc Vagina by Jon LaJoie
ThinkSong: Pursuit of Happiness by Kid Cudi
FeelGoodSong: So Happy I Could Die by Lady Gaga
SexySong: Glow In The Dark by Chris Brown
BestieSong: Adam's Song by blink-182
RelationshipSong: In My Head by Jason Derulo, Space Oddity by David Bowie, Anywhere by Evanescence, Your Love is my Drug by Ke$ha and tons more.

Poem-Song

I wrote this. Should it be a poem or a song?
Someone, please, freakin' comment and tell me, cuz I seriously need help!

Where are you?
Why won't you stay?
Where is the light.
Where is the love?

Can't you see me?
I'm here, screaming your name
Don't let me fall away from you
Don't push me till I fall

You're watching me cry, letting us die,
You're letting me walk out the door
I'm waiting for you, waiting for you to stop me
I keep waiting, waiting and walking

Your eyes so distant, never gonna see
How it felt when you lied
How it felt when I believed...

Where are you?
Cuz now I'm gone
Not waiting for you to stop me
Not waiting, just walking

And now I can see
The love was never there

Animal xoxo

Okay, so, Helen gave me the Ke$ha CD! Yay! One listen, and the song "Animal" totally took my breath away. It reminds me sooo much of everyone in our class, graduating, etc... but it especially reminded me of Emily. The song is basically saying, like, okay... we don't have much time left... let's make the absolute best of it.
So yeah. This song makes me cry. Now here's the lyrics:

I am in love with what we are
Not what we should be
And I am, I am starstruck
With every part of this whole story

So if it's just tonight
The animal inside, let it live then die
Like it's the end of time
Like everything inside
Let it live then die

This is our last chance
Give me your hands
'Cause our world is spinning at the speed of light
The night is fading, heart is racing
Now, just come and love me like we're gonna die

I'm not asleep, I'm up for the fight
Into the magic
And I don't want the concrete
I am alive comes with the tragic
So if it's just tonight
The animal inside, let it live then die

This is our last chance
Give me your hands
'Cause our world is spinning at the speed of light
The night is fading, heart is racing
Now, just come and love me like we're gonna die

This is our last chance
Give me your hands
'Cause our world is spinning at the speed of light
The night is fading, heart is racing
Now, just come and love me like we're gonna die

I like doing these :D

Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.

starting time: 6:03 PM

Name: Sidonie

Sisters: :)

Brothers: :(

Eye Color: They change from light brown to black depending on my mood

Shoe size: 10

Height: 5’6"

What are you wearing right now: shorts, bra, undies, black tank top, glasses

Where do you live: Oakland

Favorite Number: 3, 17, 21, 69

Favorite Drink: Lemonade

Favorite Month: February and June

Favorite Breakfast: Belgian waffles

***********Have You Ever***********

Broken a bone: Yes

Been in a police car: No

Been on a plane: Yes

Been in a hot tub: Yes

Swam in the ocean: Yes

Fallen asleep in school: Yes

Broken someone’s heart: Yes :(

Cried when someone died?: Yes

Fell off your chair: Yes

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yes

Saved e-mails: Yes

Been cheated on: Yes

***********What is************

Your room like? -It's very me

Whats right beside you? -A light

What is the last thing you ate? -Vitamins

———————-Ever Had- ————————-

Chicken pox: Nope

Sore throat: Yes

Stitches: Nope

Broken nose: Yes

————————-Do You————————–

Believe in love at first sight? -Hell yes

Like picnics? -Sure
———————————————————

Who was the last person you danced with? -Emily

Who last made you smile? -Emily

————————–Who—————————

Did you last yell at? -Umm idk, prolly Suki
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses? -Only fake ones

———-Final Questions————-

What are you listening to right now? -Rebel Rebel by David Bowie

What did you do today? -Get up at noon, talk to some people, give dad presents for Father's Day, clean up the back yard... other random stuff

Hate someone in your family? -No… not right now, at least.

Good singer? -Yes

Diamond or pearl? -Diamond

Are you the oldest? -HAHA YES!

Indoors or outdoors? -Either

——————Today did you———————-

1. Talk to someone you like? Like or like? -Excuse me?

2. Kiss anyone? -No

3. Get sick? -No

4. Sing? -Yes

5. Talk to an ex? -Yes

6. Miss someone? -Yes

7. Eat? -Yes

—————-Last person who——————

8. You talked to on the phone? -Random friends who prank called me

9. Made you cry? -Emily, but it wasn't like intentional

10. Went to the movies with? -Jak and Mori

11. You went to the mall with? -Helen, Emily and Izzy

——————Have you——————-

19. Been to Mexico? -No

20. Been to Canada? -No

——————-Random——————–

21. Have a crush on someone? -No

22. What books are you reading right now? -None

23. Best feeling in the world? -Orgasm, duh.

24. Future kids names? -Ziggy and Annie

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? -Yes

26. What’s under your bed? -Wood

27. Favorite sport(s) to watch? -Soccer is cool I guess

28. Favorite location? -Wherever Emily is

32. Who do you really hate? -A lot of people

33. Do you have a job? -Yes

35. Ever liked someone you didn’t have a chance with? -Yes

36. You lonely right now? -Kinda

37. End time: 6:11 PM

Music :D

Okay, so, music is one thing that makes me more happy than anything in the world (other than Emily, sorry to talk about her so much lol.) I've decided to share with you a few of the playlists that I have compiled and CDs, songs and artists that I'm into right now. Ready? Okay.

Playlists:
1) Homework Songs
-Raindrops by Armor for Sleep
-Breakeven by The Script
-Valley Winter Song by Fountains of Wayne
-Space Oddity by David Bowie
-Heroé by Enrique Iglesias
-Naked As We Came by Iron & Wine
-A Dustland Fairytale by The Killers
-Falling Slowly (American Idol Version) by Lee DeWyze and Crystal Bowersox
-No One Will Ever Love You by Magnetic Fields
-Scar Tissue by RHCP (Red Hot Chili Peppers)
-Like We Used To by A Rocket To The Moon
-Don't Take My Sunshine Away by Sparklehorse
-Getting It Wrong by Sparklehorse
-Lie To Me by 12 Stones
-Up In The Stars by Swimming With Dolphins
2) PaRtY SoNgZz
-Gettin' Over You by David Guetts
-Get Low by Lil Jon
-Donk by Soulja Boy
-Buy U A Drank by T-Pain
-I Eat The P***y by Team Sonar
-Say Aah by Trey Songz
-Hey Daddy by Usher
-I Invented Sex (Remix) by Trey Songz
-Airplanes by B.o.B.
-La Loba by Shakira
-Calle Ocho by Pitbull
-Rock That Body by Black Eyes Peas
-Bulletproof by La Roux
-Your Love by Nicki Minaj
-Radar by Britney Spears
-Birthday Sex (Uptempo) by Jeremih
3) Sexxi Songs
-I Invented Sex by Trey Songz
-I Invented Sex (Remix) by Trey Songz
-Shut It Down by Drake
-Gracias A Ti by Wisin Y Yandel
-Glow In The Dark by Chris Brown
-So Happy I Could Die by Lady Gaga
-Neighbors Know My Name by Trey Songz
4) Sidonie's Playlist (June)
-Mittelfinger hoch by Casper
-Beautiful by Eminem
-Falling Slowly by Glen Hansard and Markéta Irglová
-The Handshake by MGMT
-Like We Used To by A Rocket To The Moon
-Your Ex Lover Is Dead by Stars
-Up In The Stars by Swimming With Dolphins
-Starstrukk by 3OH!3
-Becky by Plies
-Hey Daddy by Usher
-Impossible by Shontelle
-Buy U A Drank by T-Pain
5) Summer Songs
-California Gurls by Katy Perry
-The Yeah Yeah Yeah Song by The Flaming Lips
-Naive by Lily Allen
-Dancing On The Lip Of A Volcano by The New York Dolls
-Satellite by Guster
-Pursuit Of Happiness by Kid Cudi
-Love Shack by The B-52's
-Party In The USA
6) Sexy Songs
-Starstrukk by 3OH!3
-Becky by Plies
-Your Love Is My Drug by Ke$ha
-Christmas Tree by Lady Gaga
-Look Back At Me by Trina
-Lil Freak by Usher
-FACK by Eminem
-In My Head by Jason Derulo
-Radar by Britney Spears
-Good Girls Go Bad by Cobra Starship
-Control by Metro Station

CDs:
Animal (Ke$ha)
The Bird and the Bee (
Changesbowie (David Bowie)
Welcome Interstate Managers (Fountains of Wayne)
Ambient Blue-EP (Swimming With Dolphins)
At War With The Mystics (The Flaming Lips)
The Soft Bulletin (The Flaming Lips)
Cosmic Thing (The B-52's)
Dear Science (TV On The Radio)
Demon Days (Gorillaz)
Dreamt For Lightyears In The Belly Of A Whale (Sparklehorse)
Electric Version (The New Pornographers)
The Fame Monster (Lady Gaga)
Fearless (Taylor Swift)
Flyleaf (Flyleaf)
Incredibad (The Lonely Island)
It's Not Me, It's You (Lily Allen)
Lenka (Lenka)
Narrow Stairs (Death Cab For Cutie)
Ocean Eyes (Owl City)
Oracular Spectacular (MGMT)
Ready (Trey Songz)
Summer 07 EP (A Rocket To The Moon)
Thank Me Later (Drake)
The Twilight Saga: New Moon Soundtrack
Want (3OH!3)
1 (The Beatles)
69 Love Songs (The Magnetic Fields)
69 Love Songs, Vol. 2 (The Magnetic Fields)

Artists:
TV On The Radio
Sahara Hotnights
Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
Fountains of Wayne
David Bowie
The B-52's
Magnetic Fields
New Pornographers
Sparklehorse
The Flaming Lips
A Rocket To The Moon
Swimming With Dolphins
Iron & Wine

Songs:
God... there's so many... so I'm only gonna put a few!
Ziggy Stardust by David Bowie
Space Oddity by David Bowie
Fame ('90 Remix) by David Bowie
She Don't Use Jelly by The Flaming Lips
The Spark That Bled by The Flaming Lips
Are You A Hypnotist? by The Flaming Lips
Valley Winter Song by Fountains of Wayne
All Kinds of Time by Fountains of Wayne
I Think About You Everyday by A Rocket To The Moon
Like We Used To by A Rocket To The Moon
Silhouettes by Swimming With Dolphins
Up In The Stars by Swimming With Dolphins
Don't Take My Sunshine Away by Sparklehorse
Getting It Wrong by Sparklehorse
The Most Beautiful Widow In Town by Sparklehorse
Saviour by LIGHTS
Tidal Wave by Owl City
Christmas Tree by Lady Gaga
Dinosaur by Ke$ha
!!!!!!!!!

Hope you enjoi :)
Also, if you want, I'll make you a personalized CD of some of the songs I think you'd like... based on your taste in music!
Just hit me up!

Story

Hey everyone! So basically, I'm writing a lesbian love story. It's kinda embarrassing cuz it's got some very graphic sexual scenes...butttt..... you guys wanna hear what I have so far? Yeah? Well too bad. Sorry, Emily decided that she wanted to hear it when it was done, so y'all have to wait too. But I must say... it's pretty epic... :)
It should be done soon though, don't fret my friends! And you all will be the first ones to hear it (next to Emily), I promise!
I love you all, faithful readers.
Much love!

2010...

It's Summer-- the same old thing every year. Except this year, in the fall, I won't be returning to Redwood Day, the school that I call home. This year I'll be starting at Bishop O'Dowd, a school with about as many freshman as most other schools have in total. I'll be going from a tiny pond to the ocean. Well, maybe not the ocean, but at least a lake with a river attached. I'm not afraid, however. I know the ins and outs of school, cuz I've been going for, what? 12 years? But I will miss my friends...

I have so many people to thank for this year. Starting with Emily. I'll come back to her in a bit, but I just feel I should thank her first.
Second, I wanna thank Helen and Sofi. They've been the best friends anyone could have. They've supported me through everything, and though they might not understand everything, they always listen to the shit that I have to tell them and give advice when they can.
Third, I wanna thank Izzy Klein. She's been trying to create a new self, and at the same time she takes the time to listen to me and keep her frustrations minimal... which I know can be difficult with me sometimes.
I also want to thank Kelly. She's been great. Though sometimes she can be a bit obsessive (jkjk! It just shows that she cares) she's amazing. She's helped me through like, everything. And at a price too.
Okay, now back to Emily... I wanna thank her for everything. a) for keeping me alive, b) for keeping me sane, c) for loving me, d) for always always being there for me even at 3 am... I can't believe that after three years of wanting her and wanting things to be the way they are now between us, it's finally happening. I can't believe that something as special as what we have exists, and I can't believe that I have it now. I didn't expect to have something like this for many, many years. I'm so lucky to have someone as beautiful, smart, hilarious, talented, and generally amazing in my life. I love you so much, Em. (4/14/10)

I love all of you girls! You've all helped me through a lot and you all mean something special in my heart! I'll miss you next year, but will never forget you. We'll see each other often, I promise :)
Much love <3

High School :(

Alright everyone... so now, I'm in 8th grade, and next year we're all going off to high school. Here's a list of where everyone is going:
Jasmin- St. Joe's
Chase- Bishop O'Dowd
Derek- Bishop O'Dowd
Jack- Bishop O'Dowd
Hannah- Bishop O'Dowd
Brian- Head Royce
Nano- Bishop O'Dowd
Kevin- Oakland Tech... or O'Dowd
Gabby- Bishop O'Dowd
Maddi C.- Head Royce
Sarah- Berkeley High
Sofi- Berkeley High
Max- Head Royce
Shannon- Berkeley High
Giorgi- Head Royce
Perrin- Bentley
Alejandra- St. Joes
Maya- Oakland School for the Arts
Aaron- Head Royce
Adam- Bentley
Brandon- Bishop O'Dowd
Isabel- College Prep
Emily- College Prep
Maddie M.- Bishop O'Dowd
Channing- Bishop O'Dowd
Caleb- College Prep
Mia- College Prep
Sidonie- Bishop O'Dowd
Devi- Bishop O'Dowd
William- Bishop O'Dowd
Emi- Bishop O'Dowd
Lucia- Berkeley High
Emma- (moving back to NC)
Julian- (moving to Austria for a year) Bishop O'Dowd
Maddy S.- College Prep
Trini- Oakland Tech
Helen- Athenian

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Adam Young is...

Ok, so, I love Owl City, right? I'm like obsessed. Adam Young IS Owl City, and I listened to all of his songs, trying to figure out what else he is. My conclusion? Adam Young has a classic case of... multiple personality disorder. Except not. Anyways, here's what Adam Young is:
-an insomniac
-a worm
-a mountaineer
-a mantaray
-the crescent moon
-a cold seahorse
-an albatross
-an old lighthouse
-the youngest son of a congressman
-the red in the rose
-the grey in the ghost
-the green in the grass
-the blue in the back alley view
-the black in the book
-the orange in the overcast
-the white in the walls
-peach in the starfish on the beach
-keys
-*note: Adam Young's heart is a house and a compass

If you take out all of the thing that are human (insomniac, mountaineer and the youngest son of a congressman), Adam Young is 15 different things. Wow!

So tired...

Oh my gosh. I'm so tired. I can barely keep my eyes open. I really don't know why I'm writing this. I guess I just felt like it. Goodnight my loves! ♥